Ah, well . . . squick:

# This is not an acronym. Squick means to be so repulsed by something that it would cause an immediate safeword.

# a verb meaning to cause unease or feelings of revulsion, most often applied to a reader's reaction to a specific scenario, derived from the word "squeamish" and the slang term "icky." A reader may be squicked by certain genres of fic, such as slash, or by a fic containing certain elements, such as depictions of torture or unusual sexual practices.

# Anything that upsets, disturbs, or grosses a person out is a squick. If something squicks you, it upsets and disgusts you. Some people are squicked by adultfic or other things.

# The term Squick was introduced in the Usenet newsgroup alt.sex.bondage in the early 90's to refer to an otherwise unremarkable act that crossed your own personal boundaries in an extreme fashion. It was then propagated to the newsgroup alt.tasteless where it took on the derivative meaning of having sex with an artificially created orifice in a (recently) living person's skull.

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and by the way, if anyone wants to read a little squicky thing . . .

DISCLAIMER 1: This material is for adults only; it contains explicit sexual imagery and non-consensual relationships. If you are offended by this type of material or you are under legal age in your area, do NOT continue.

DISCLAIMER 2: This is an erotic horror story. If you are arachnophobic and/or have a low tolerance for squick, do NOT continue.

'Arachne'
or
'The Icky-Squicky Spider'

>>She stopped at the tip of her Mistress' abdomen, where a new organ had sprouted inside the ring of spinnerets: a long, pale tube, curving upward to a height of about two feet. The puppet-strings in her head jerked again, and she straddled the tube and bore down. Reward came instantly: a gush of cool bubbles and her first scrap of drone awareness. The latter was just enough to explain the former: the Queen was laying eggs.<<

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Ah, I see you looked it up - nope, not my own word - just a holdover from years of usenet. :) It's a great word for that "eeewww" feeling!

My next goal is to re-introduce the word "smurfy" to the masses.

-Meghan